Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Depression sucks

Depression is a lying liar that lies. Right now I am having a really bad day. The feeling of helplessness and the soul-sucking despair that fills you up at random times is what makes it so bad. You can be having a good day and BAM out of no where, the feeling that nothing you do will be right hits you over the head and makes you feel like the most worthless piece of dirt in the universe. The feeling out of nowhere that you are so sad and start  crying for no reason at all. That feeling out of nowhere that makes you want to hide under your desk, or just lay down on the couch and not move.
Social media is such a good/bad thing for people with depression. On the one hand you have the ass-hats and trolls that get tiny boners by tearing down people with their fear-filled hate. On the other hand, it offers people suffering from depression an opportunity to ask for help, for support, for someone to say it gets better. Because it does get better.
i’ve opened the curtains and let some sunlight in and I am starting to feel a little better. 
Thanks for listening.